haha. i feel like i've lost touch with the internet world, after not touching the com for like.. 1-3 days? cant rmb alr. ahh. i'm growing old. i'm starting to forget things;pardon me. sundayy.
i havent seen my dad for the whole day. ahah. i shall try my best to keep my sundays free.

went to rc to help out with housekeeping today. i was an hour late=x im so sorry!
but anw, fruitful time cleaning rc toilet (haha) and cleaning the tv,packing deco box etc.
planned cg,went for dinner,and studied at rc until 11 plus after that. yeah man. i completed my homework(:

i've been taking alot of cabs back home from rc lately. i mean yeah, it takes less than 5 mins from rc to my house if i take cab, and it costs about $4+,and i've been staying out late to study recently,so heh.
then today,wanted to take bus 39 back, but i knew 11.30 was the last bus. i reached the inter at 11.38, so i missed the bus. walked over to the other side of the interchange to check for bus 81 ; and the last bus was also at 11.30. so i was contemplating whether to take bus 15 or the mrt back. decided to take mrt instead. on the way to the mrt station however, i saw a bus 3 pass by and realised that i could actually take bus 3 from the bus stop near mrt station. so i walked to the bus stop, and tried searching for the board that stated what time the last bus was. couldnt find the board;felt very hot; so i walked back to the mrt station and decided to take mrt instead. haha. then took bus 3 back home. i took the bus brochure, and i found out that.......








I CAN ACTUALLY TAKE BUS 3 FROM TAMP INTER TO MY HOUSE BUS STOP!
haha.
alrights. God took me through a LONG journey before i came to realise that. and praise God, the last bus 3 from tamp inter to pasir ris is 12.35am(:

hehs. through this whole experience, i learnt that the journey is long and not easy, but God will really bring us somewhere and when we choose to run the race with God till the end, we'll see the fruits of our labour.
i just had my 2.4 recently. GOODNESS. when i ran during p.e lesson my timing was like.. 17:59.
which is like 2 mins plus slower than my usual timing! den during my actual 2.4, i was running.. and saying

" God, help me; give me stamina.the race with you isnt easy,its like 2.4, but i wanna run the race till the end. "

it really kept me going(:
and my final timing was 15:25 (:
okayyyy. not very fast to atheletes, but im very happy alr. cos i passed!
and by the 3rd round my p.e teacher was saying " wow, you're very fast"
HAHA. im not being bhb or anything, but it seriously encouraged me too. cos by the 3rd round my timing was 8 mins something. so i was very happy! HAHA. xD

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restructure in east f (: you guys have been waiting to read my post on this, havent ya? haha.

restructure is for growth.

its really for growth. to me, this restructure is one that probably affected me more than any other restructure, cos its really in east f that i've forged close,bonded friendships with my cg members(:
dearest dearest. of course i'll miss you guys presence in the cg. of course i'll miss you(:
then again, we'll still see each other on saturday. we can still disturb each other all we want!
haha.


to jade,joyce,yushan,jing,ying:

dudes. do build closer friendships with people in your new cg! i really will miss you guys, but i really pray hard you guys will grow much more in your new cg! we're still running this race together, hold on tightly to God. we'll see each other at the end of the race. dont give up.
many a times bad circumstances will come along the way, but we really got to hang on tightly to God. never, ever,let go. God placed you where you are for a purpose.

Jer 29:11
" For i know the plans i have for you; plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

cling on tightly to God! he's the answer. he's your father. he's your best friend. he's your saviour. basically, God is our everything. He loves you for who you are. he created YOU uniquely.
don't ever feel inferior, or look down on yourself. God loves you. in his eyes, you're the most beautiful thing he's ever seen. he knew you even before you came to be. he created you, he loves you, and he's always there for you(:

i'll always be here when you guys need me too(: im just a phone call away. i'd love to spend time with you guys.
we're still EVER FEASTING!
hahahahahaha.
I LOVE YA! (:

i'll write my dedications when i have more time k.(:
one more thing.

to my beloved sheep candaceeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i'll still be here when you need me. we're still cg members even . we've been through much this 1year plus. though we're not shepherd and sheep anymore! i loved the times i spent with you. from pictures to more pictures, from food to more food,from problems to more problems,from outreach to outreach.
i really hope i've impacted your life much during this period of time. im sorry for the times i let you down, and all. (:
retructuring is for growth. i know you know that.(:
do obey your new shepherd! Lol. ahbeeeeee is a very lame person! i shall leave you the details. you find out for yourself. lol. do learn lots from her! she's someone who really loves her people! so, hahahahahahaha. you go find out for yourself! LOL.

i'll leave the rest of what i wanna write to some other day.(:
for now, cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeers!
hahaha.


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to my dearest sisters;
from the bottom of my heart;


i love you.












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